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I don't feel that I deserve you. Like you're too good for me. I know I need you and you are the best thing that happened to me. But I feel all I do is put stress on your chest. You're too perfect for me. So talented. Smart indeed. I'm just a girl. Needy. Clingy. And quite jealous of the common girl. You say you love me. I believe it. You say I'm beautiful. I believe it. But am I really worth the time? I'm quite the sight in the first look. How do you know if I'll be the same in the future time? Are you sure baby? I'm sure I want to be with you. I know you are true. I know I only want you. Funny. Attractive. Loving. K

I hate America these days. You're nothing unless you're skinny. You're nothing unless you're pretty. Why can't we just be accepting? Some of the best people are fat, some of the best people are ugly. It's not fair that we judge. It's not fair that we shun. I say shun the pretty, the skinny, shun everyone who doesn't accept. Shun me, shun you, and shun the world.

I'm sick of chasing. I can't just throw the hook line and sinker. Not a single poll into the sea. I guess I'm the bait. Never the fish always a worm. Worm. A worm is what I am. A feeder. Well this feeder, baby, feeds off love. Your love, my love, everyone's love. Love. Love is food for the heart. There's not enough food for this big heart. I guess. Oh dear I guess this heart will fade away. But how long will it take? Months, weeks, days? One day. One day this heart will fade away. Fade away heart. Heart be free. My heart is a feeder. And my heart feeds on me.